I hate the fact that people assume that I speak Spanish because I’m Mexican. Do I assume that you speak Chinese, Japanese etc because you are Asian? No. Do I assume that you speak German or French because you are part that? No. So annoying. /rant
August 6, 2008
August 4, 2008
Work, Work, Work, Work
Blogging from work. Ooh. What a bad girl I am. Hehe.
I’m supposed to be out of here around 3:30. Sadly I have a feeling I won’t leave until closer to 6. This would be due to me receiving 105 orders today. Urg. Someone want to come and save me because this job is killing me! I tend to picture myself as a flower and with each passing day I wilt a little more. I don’t think I’m cut out for office work. I need something creative. Something where I use my hands or actually think about what I’m doing. My dream job? Working for Disney. Doing what? I have absolutely no idea but oh wow. I can picture it now. (A picture that I’ll share in another blog possibly)
An example of my day:
7:05 – Arrive at work
7:30 - Start working on Harley orders
9/10 – File/busy work
10 - Start getting orders back from warehouse. Start processing for labels.
11:30 – Lunch
12/3 – Orders/labels/busy work.
3:30 – If I’m lucky I can go home.
(And of course throughout those times I make phone calls and do other tasks. Oh and I can’t forget about the tweeting)
OHEMGEE. So not what I thought I’d be doing. This type of work just isn’t for me. It’s not what I want to do or what makes me happy. I find myself coming into work in a grumpy mood everyday. I just do it because I need to pay my bills. But if I were to leave I’m just not really sure where I would go or what I would pursue. Me thinks some major thinking is in order.
Now my coworkers are back from lunch and one of them is sitting there sucking her teeth. Ew.
I’ve Realized
That I can only blog when I’m in a certain type of mood. Whether it be happy, sad, upset etc I have to be feeling that the moment I am blogging. I’ve tried writing blogs at work and then coming home an rewriting them but I never can. They just seem ridiculous if I’m not in that particular mood anymore.
Hmm.
Le Sigh
You ever just feel like you don’t belong? Like no matter how much you try you just can’t fit in? Maybe it’s better that I don’t. Yes this is another one of “those” blogs but this is the easiest way for me to express myself and I don’t care who sees it or what anyone really thinks of it at the moment.
So I’m supposed to be part of this stickfam thing and honestly? I feel like I’m not anymore. A part of me just wants to give it all up and pretend like none of it exists. I always feel like crap from these group skype chats and that bothers me. I mean why am I letting something over the internets get me down? I really don’t know why I ask that question when I know the answer. It’s because I don’t have control over it anymore. I used to be the one who could do or say whatever she pleased and people would listen and agree. It was like having a bunch of yes men around and I liked that at times.
I left the 2 week chat tonight. Once again I was bothered. A little bothered over the fact that I feel left out a lot of the time. I’m not great friends with these people. I don’t have many things in common. I can’t stay up all hours of the night like I used to chatting about nothing. Urg. I let the dumbest things get to me. Maybe it bugs me so much because that little tinge of jealousy starts to creep up. Maybe it’s over the fact that I’m not bonding with them anymore or maybe it’s just…
Nah. I won’t delve into this as i feel like an absolute twat for even posting this.
EDIT: I’ll be back. I just need to clear my head. Sorry for my lameness guys. <3
July 28, 2008
Hair
This was actually done about 2 weeks ago and honestly? I know it looks the same but I swear there’s a difference! This is the lightest my hair has ever been in well, ever. You can blame it on the sun.
ps. I can’t stress how much I want bangs again. (Not the best picture of me and I absolutely hated how the lady cut my bangs but it makes my eyes stand out so much more)
July 27, 2008
Ow x 3
Why is it that my posts have been about pain? Is it because I’m so accident-prone? About 10 minutes ago I walked into my bathroom and stepped right on the vacuum cord (you know, the little metal part that plugs into the wall?) and up my foot it went. Ow. It’s a little numb now but I’m sure that’ll go away. I hope…
Yay pictures!
June 29, 2008
Cat Yodeling
I found out tonight that this really isn’t a good idea. Especially with a cat that doesn’t like to be held. :/
If you do not know what I’m talking about, please watch the video.
*a proper blog will soon follow*
June 20, 2008
2:08am
“Oh say, wouldn’t you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn’t it be nice to know right now that we’ll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?”
You really do confuse me and sometimes I think I like it.
June 17, 2008
Frank
There’s a tamagotchi named Frank out in there in the world who apparently went to bed one night with 2 out of 5 hearts. He’s been neglecting her, he stated. Could this have been the same night that the real Frank went to bed with 2 out of 5 hearts? Who knows…
- Unicorns (except they tend to make Frank angry at times)
- Headband/Bandanas
- LD
- Pokemon
- Super Cool Indie Music
These are a few of Frank’s favorite things…
Look To The Western Sky
I am HOOKED. I’ve been to listening to the Wicked soundtrack for about 4 days straight now and I can’t get enough of it. It gives me goosebumps every time I hear it. The vocals are just absolutely amazing.
How does that not give you the chills?
